Day 51: Has It Been THAT Long???

WOW! I am amazed how quickly the days have gone by since my last post! I want to thank all my friends for helping me and keeping in touch with me all this time. I love you guys! Well since the last post, I have not gone back to the gym because I have 2 seasonal jobs and they have my soul! lol! Which I won't complain cuz I need the hours but I am soooo tired when I get home. No energy to drive to the gym and workout. I mean yeah I COULD go now since I don't have to work till 7pm tonight, but I haven't had a day off since Thursday. I really don't want to burn myself out even more by going to the gym after working everyday for 4 to 8+ hours ("plus" because I had to work both jobs on the same day the other day :P). I think I might put off the gym until after the craziness. :P

But what I could do is try to watch my calories. Obviously I'll start back up after Thanksgiving :P lol! I should lower it to 1200 cal since I'm not active or maybe just stick with the 1500. Either way, I should watch it. I still want to say thanks for the motivation! My friend and her best friend started blogs so I should keep them going by making ME continue with this blog!

Siiigh....this is going to be a loooong season! :P Have a happy Thanksgiving and wish me luck on Black Friday!!!

Day 31: Motivation and I'm Lacking It

Hi boys and girls. Sorry for the lack of posts. I've been up and down these past few days. Main thing I feel is that the anniversary of my father's passing has to do something with that. It was yesterday and I should move on. I think after the reminder is over, I'll be back to my old self again. :D It's a normal thing that happens to everybody. So I truly am okay. ^^

I saw a few friends posted on their blogs and one joined in. I should jump on the wagon again but I'm lacking the "gun-ho" attitude I had in the beginning. I haven't weighed myself and I haven't been to the gym in little over a week. I have been watching what I eat and not indulge myself like crazy. But sometimes it gets hard, too. I wish I had someone to go to the gym with me and have a goal together, but I have to realize that most of my friends are far away and the one friend I have close by gave up on the gym cuz she's having hardships at the moment and can't afford it. I just need to find the motivation to keep going. I have to try. So far, having this blog up and you guys reading it or at least following it is making me not completely give up. :P lol I love reading some of your blogs. Some of you write so beautifully that I want you to write my stories for me! lol! I suck at writing...as you can tell from my entries. :P hehehehe.... But ANYWAY..... I'm going to try to get back to the gym. If not this weekend, but starting Monday. It'll be a new day again. Even if after the 6 months are over, I lost 10 pounds...at least I kept moving forward and not falling back! Thanks to all my friends for just being YOU! XD